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  Honestly, coming up with a career was pretty easy. Since the questionnaire wasn’t asking specific details about where you worked, just occupation, I was able to put personal assistant down without elaborating. If one of the girls were to ask, I would say I was a PA for my dad’s construction company, Logan & Sons. No one would know any different.

  I also had to deal with dress fittings for the ‘first meeting.’ Thankfully, since this was a sports-themed bachelor show, I only had to wear a formal dress for the first meeting. For any of the elimination shows, we were able to wear whatever we wanted — which for me, would be jeans, a comfy worn t-shirt, probably a hoodie and some Converse sneakers or flip flops. I knew I was going to stand out, since the other girls really were trying to get Travis’ attention and would probably be dolled up from head to toe. But that just wasn’t me. And since I’d already had to change so much about myself, my clothes and comfort were two things I wasn’t going to budge on.

  I smoothed my hands down my dress, trying to stop them from getting clammy. I had been sitting in the back of the town car for over an hour watching on the little TV screen as all the other women met Travis.

  What had I gotten myself into?

  I looked down at the dress I had thought was so fancy when I’d first seen it. That was before I had seen all these other women. My dress was simple compared to theirs. It was an olive green one-shoulder dress with draped layers and a hi-lo hem. My auburn hair was left down in loose curls, and I had minimal makeup on—just enough to make my green eyes pop. When I had looked in the mirror before leaving, I couldn’t believe the girl looking back at me.

  Usually I wear jeans and a semi-loose fitting t-shirt or hoodie that covered most of my curves. Whenever I look in the mirror, I don’t see the gorgeous hourglass figure my mom raves about. No, I see athletic legs that are just short enough to make regular length jeans touch the ground, but long enough to make short jeans hit my ankles. I also see wide hips, a soft stomach and a large chest. I have been called pretty plenty of times, and I know I’m extra critical of myself, but all I see is an average girl.

  But tonight when I looked in the mirror, I saw the girl my mom always says I am. My legs felt miles longer with the modest two-inch heels I wore. The fabric of the dress draped my body so you could see all the curves of my figure. Never in a million years would gorgeous be a word I would describe myself as. Tonight, it was exactly how I felt.

  I had been kind of excited about the whole meeting, but now, after seeing all the other women, in gowns dripping with jewels, I had lost that excitement. I felt like I was the plain frumpy girl again.

  To make matters worse, I was the last to “meet” Travis. So I got to see each one of the women flirt with Travis and I got to see Travis’ reaction to them. Which was basically him drooling over each of the women. He had a permanent grin on his face and I was getting annoyed. I knew Travis was going to enjoy himself being surrounded by fifteen single women (well, fourteen, since counting me would be ridiculous), but him getting all googly-eyed at them was driving me crazy! How was I supposed to pretend to pique his interest after all of this?

  I wiped my hands, which were now completely clammy on the seat. Just one more car and then it was go time. I knew the reason my heart started beating faster was because of the camera crew. It was because once I stepped out of the safe haven of this car, there was no turning back. My nervousness had nothing to do with seeing Travis, or him seeing me all dolled up. Of course it didn’t. After all, this was all make-believe on our parts.

  I watched the TV as the next woman exited her car. She was tall, thin, had her long platinum blond hair pulled up in a tall, sleek ponytail. She was wearing a super tight and short sparkling gold, sleeveless dress. The camera zoomed in on her steely ice blue eyes as she zoned in on Travis. She quickly made her way up to Travis and pretended to trip, causing her to fall into his arms. I rolled my eyes at her tactics. You could clearly see she tripped over nothing. She giggled, still in Travis’ arms, and reached up to squeeze his bicep.

  Oh my gosh, could this girl get any more obvious?

  Travis had the biggest grin on his face, but I wasn’t sure if that was because she had fallen into his arms, or because her breasts were falling out of her too-tight dress. I clenched my hands into fists, forcing myself to breathe in and out, trying to calm myself. This girl needed to go right away. The fakeness was dripping off her, and I could clearly tell Travis had no idea. He was much too interested in her lady assets.

  She giggled again, before leaning in to hug him and give him a kiss on the cheek, and then she slowly walked into the house.

  Sighing, I slowly drank in a breath, soothing my nerves. My car pulled in front of the house and the driver quickly got out to open my door.

  No more waiting, it was go time. The door opened and I accepted the driver’s outstretched hand. I stepped out of the car and breathed in the fresh air, before walking towards Travis. I couldn’t bring myself to look up as I made my way toward him. This all felt too real now.

  Before I could stop myself, I glanced up and caught Travis’ eye. He was staring at me, mouth agape. I gave him a shy smile and shrugged my shoulders slightly. Travis slowly shifted his mouth into a dazzling smile, which had me completely forgetting about the cameras that lined the driveway. Travis was wearing a well-tailored charcoal gray suit. He had a white dress shirt on, with thin gray strips you wouldn’t even notice, unless you were standing next to him. His tie was striped diagonally in all shades of green. And with Travis being Travis, he was wearing a pair of gray Converse shoes, well okay, one shoe, since he had a walking boot on the other foot. His usual bed head hair was slightly styled with some gel that now made it look casually tousled.

  Damn it all to hell if he didn’t look hot.

  Travis glanced at the producer who gave him a slight nod and turned back to me with the huge grin still on his face and quickly scooped me up in his arms.

  “Riles, gosh I’ve missed you!” he breathed into my hair. Sighing against him, I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him as tightly as I could.

  “Can we never do the whole two week break again?” I mumbled into his chest. Travis started laughing and loosened his grip on me allowing me to step back.

  “Oh, and by the way - could you stop drooling over every girl that pushes her boobs in your face?” I whacked him in the gut before he could respond.

  “Ow. Damn. I can’t help it if they willingly put them there!” He was massaging his gut as if I really did any damage. Please, I think my hand hurt more than his stomach did. I was about to mention this to him, but by then, the producer was twirling his finger in the air, telling us it was time to wrap the introductions up.

  “Well, I guess I’ll see you inside.” I leaned up to give him another hug.

  Before I could pull away, he whispered in my ear. “I told you to not get all girly on me.” I laughed, backed out of his arms, and gave him a wink before walking towards the house.

  When I entered the three-story house that would be my home for the next few weeks, I was immediately met by a waiter handing me a glass of champagne. I gratefully took a sip and entered the living room. One side of the room was completely covered in windows that looked out into the backyard and pool, where there were currently hundreds of white twinkle lights strewn from tree to tree. Beyond the pool, you could just make out Lake Michigan in the dark. I’m sure the view would be stunning in the daylight.

  I glanced around the rest of the room. On one side I saw a floor to ceiling river rock fireplace, flanked by two overstuffed love seats. On the other side was a lavish wet bar, and completing the room were two huge sectional sofas in the middle. They could sit at least fifteen people comfortably.

  Taking one more look around the room, I could tell that cliques had already been formed. Standing over by the bar were five women dripping in jewels, including Miss Giggle Boobs. Standing closely off to the side of the group was another bunch of four, who clearly looked like the fir
st, but not as covered in crap. So I’m assuming they were their lackeys.

  Note to self: make sure Travis gets rid of those nine first.

  Sitting on the sofa were the last five women, each easily mingling with everyone else. They all looked gorgeous, but you could tell it was more in a refined way and not the over the top glam the fakies had.

  I made my way over to the group on the couch. They looked up as I approached.

  “Oh, hi! You must be the last girl, right? I’m Taylor, it’s so nice to meet you!” A woman with long chocolate brown hair and striking blue eyes gave me a genuine toothy smile as she stood up to give me a hug. She was classically beautiful, not needing loads of makeup to make her look like something she wasn’t.

  Stunned, I patted Taylor on the back, not sure what to make of her. “I’m Riley.” There was a chorus of greetings from the other four girls on the couch.

  “Come, sit. Let me introduce you to the others,” Taylor said, tugging on my hand.

  I let her lead me to the couch to sit next to her. She quickly made introductions for the other women around her. “This is Bethany, Chloe, Erin, and Addison,” Taylor said, quickly pointing around the group.

  She went through the introductions so quickly I couldn’t remember who was who. I hoped this whole thing was just as overwhelming for them too, so when I asked for their names again, they wouldn’t mind.

  “Where are you from?” The woman I think was Erin asked.

  “I’m actually from central Wisconsin,” I said as casually as I could.

  “Isn’t Travis from central Wisconsin? Do you know him?” Chloe, I think, squealed.

  I shook my head. “Wisconsin is a lot bigger than you probably think. With tons of small towns scattered around. I’ve never run into Travis.”

  “Oh, that’s too bad.” Chloe sighed, “You could have given us the inside scoop on him.”

  I gulped down the rest of my champagne, glancing nervously around the room. “So, where are you ladies from? What’s your story? Why did you decide to come on this show?” I guess there wasn’t a better time to get the scoop on some of the girls.

  “I’m from Oregon,” Taylor spoke first. “I’m a software engineer. And a group of my friends decided they wanted to try out for the show and I got dragged along with. To appease them I signed up too. Much to their dismay, I got chosen and they didn’t. After I found out a little more information on Travis, I started to get excited about the show.” Taylor shrugged. “I figured why not. What do I have to lose?”

  “I’m from Vermont, where I work as a dental hygienist,” Erin said. “If you can believe it, my mom sent me the information to sign up. I think she really wants me to find someone.”

  “I’m Addison, if you missed that the first time.” The girl next to Erin smiled up at me. Her hair was black and cut in a pixie style, which she pulled off perfectly as she peered up at me with her chocolate brown eyes. “I’m a paralegal from Des Moines. Honestly, I just got out of a serious relationship and was just looking for something to take my mind off of it.”

  Before any of the other girls could introduce themselves, Miss Giggle Boobs spoke up from the bar. “Oh, how cute. We’re getting to know each other. What about me? I’m from Chicago. I don’t see a need for a job when I can live off Daddy’s money. And I signed up, because Travis is hot and famous and I know I’ll have no issue hooking him.”

  The room fell silent. Before I could come up with something to say back to her, all heads turned to the entryway, where Travis was standing. By the smile on his face, I’m going to say he hadn’t heard a word she’d said.

  “Good evening ladies. It’s so nice to meet all of you,” he said, giving them his signature smirk.

  “Oh my God, he’s so freaking hot!” Bethany sighed under her breath. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes and turn my attention back to Travis.

  “So, the game plan for tonight is to chat with each of you individually. By the end of the night, five of you will be heading home.” A few of the girls gasped.

  “Five of us, already?!” Chloe whispered worriedly.

  I scanned the room while Travis walked up to the group by the bar and pulled one of the girls away. I had a feeling my chat with him would be the last, so maybe I could let him know who should leave.

  “I’ve met Travis before. He was in Chicago for an event last year. He ended up at the same bar I was at, and he bought me so many drinks. We talked for hours!” Miss Giggle Boobs loudly announced to anyone within hearing distance.

  I shook my head at her antics. Not only had Travis probably never met her before, I can guarantee he was never at the bar. For one, Travis never went out after an event. He went back to his hotel and slept. Maybe he would go out the next night, if we were still in the city. But I always went with him and it wasn’t to party. It was just to go out, relax and have a few drinks. So, unless this happened when we were 15—and I had yet to start traveling with him—Miss Giggle Boobs was a lying, dirty tramp.

  “Oh, you’re so lucky, Nicki! I wish I had the chance to meet him before.” One of her lackeys squealed.

  So Miss Giggle Boobs had a name—a name that was now at the top of my mental list. I didn’t care who else Travis sent home tonight, but Nicki better be number one on the list. And Travis better listen to me, instead of making the decision using his ‘lower’ brain.

  Erin left with Travis, as I settled further back into the couch. Girls were still scattered in groups around the room, but the excitement level had lowered as we were reaching the end of the chats.

  As I predicted, I was going last, right after Erin came back. I couldn't wait to talk to Travis again. I had to keep reminding myself I couldn't talk to him like I usually do in front of the girls. Times like these, I really wished we had come up with code words.

  "He is so nice!" Taylor gushed, sinking into the couch next to me.

  “He seems like a good guy, from what you see on TV,” I replied lazily. It was getting late, and I probably had one too many glasses of champagne. It was just so hard to say no when there is a seemingly endless supply of glasses coming your way. Plus, with the stupid chatter of the queen bees, I needed something to take the edge off.

  “He’s also really funny. I think we just laughed the whole time. I hope that’s a good sign, I really don’t want to leave already.” Taylor grabbed two glasses of champagne off the tray the waiter offered her and handed one to me.

  “You’ll be fine. There are other girls who need to go home tonight.” I took a big unlady-like gulp of my drink. I knew I shouldn’t be drinking more, but I had been on edge since I got into the town car earlier this evening.

  “They could all be different people when they are alone with Travis though. He may be superficial and only go by physical appearance.” Taylor was eying the girls clustered around the fireplace.

  “Don’t worry, I’ll talk to him about them,” I slurred. “Definitely the first to go.”

  Taylor eyed me. “What do you mean, you’ll talk to him?”

  Crap.

  I slowly leaned forward and set the half full glass of champagne on the coffee table. “I just meant…” I stumbled for something to say. “I mean, maybe I’ll mention what Nicki had said. I, for one, do not believe a word that comes out of her mouth. Then he’ll find out how much of a liar she is, and kick her out right away,” I rambled.

  Taylor was still giving me a funny look, so I excused myself from the situation. “I think I need a glass of water.” I rushed to the bar to pour myself one.

  Note to self: Don’t drink so much. You need to think clearly for this. You can’t afford to slip up, and that was a close call.

  I sipped on the water, slowly making my way back to Taylor, when Erin and Travis came back inside from their chat.

  “Riley?” Travis smiled at me. “You ready?” I smiled and headed to the door he was holding open.

  The fresh air sobered me up as we stepped outside. It had gotten a little chilly out since I had arrived, bu
t I didn’t worry about that for long, because Travis lead me over to a small fire pit, surrounded by three large love seat gliders. I sat in the one Travis lead us to, and was surprised by how comfortable they were. I kicked off my heels and pulled my feet under myself.

  I rolled my glass of water between my hands, waiting for Travis to say something.

  “How have you been enjoying yourself so far?” he asked while staring up at the stars.

  I took his lead and leaned my head back against the cushion, staring up at the night sky. “I’ve had too many glasses of champagne.” I laughed. “I’m pretty sure they have an endless supply.”

  Travis laughed loudly, interrupting the quiet of the night. “Only you would get trashed on champagne the first night here.”

  Yeah, only me.

  And Travis knew all too well what champagne does to me.

  “Not everyone can have your alcohol tolerance.” I flicked some of the condensation from my glass at him.

  He started laughing, “Riles, the last time you had champagne, I found you curled up by the toilet.”

  “I was 16! It was the first time I ever had champagne. And, well, the last.”

  “That was a great New Year’s Eve.” Travis grinned.

  “Sure it was… for you. You aren’t the one who embarrassed yourself in front of your best friend’s grandparents. It’s a wonder Nana and Papa still talk to me!” I groaned, throwing my head back against the cushion.

  “Well, you shouldn’t have yelled for the whole neighborhood to hear that your New Year’s resolution was to get laid!” Travis was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes.

  Ugh, I hated that he remembered that night, and I only have foggy images.

  “Thanks, now that you’ve embarrassed me in front of America, can we get on with the reason I’m even here in the first place?” I asked, feeling slightly annoyed that my past was being aired like dirty laundry.

  Travis wiped his eyes, “So, what did you put down as your job?”

  “I’m a personal assistant for my father’s company,” I replied automatically.